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Posted Nov 24, 2001
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HER SIDE OF THE STORY:
He was in an odd mood when I got to the bar, I thought it might have been
my fault because I was a bit late but he didn't say anything much about
it. I don't remember doing anything to make him upset, but could tell
there was something wrong.
The conversation was quite slow going so I thought we should go off
somewhere more intimate so we could talk more privately. We went to this
restaurant and he was STILL acting a bit funny. I was getting really
worried, what did I do? What was bothering him? Was he mad at me? I tried
to cheer him up, but started to wonder what was bothering him. Was it me
or something else? I asked him if he was upset with me, and he said no.
But I wasn't really sure. So anyway, in the cab on the way back to his
house, I said that I love him, and he just put his arm around me! I
didn't know what the hell that meant because, you know, he doesn't say
it back or anything.
We finally got back to his place and I was wondering if he was going to
break up with me! Why didn't he want to talk about this? So I tried to ask
him about it, but he just switched on the TV. Why would he rather watch TV
than talk to me?
Reluctantly, I said I was going to go to sleep, hoping he would get the
hint that I was upset and wanted to talk. I was so hurt that he was out
there watching TV while I was in here going through emotional turmoil.
Then after about 10 minutes, he joined me and we had sex. I thought that
maybe he would open up after we shared an intimate experience like that,
but he still seemed really distracted. So afterwards I just wanted to
leave because I was so upset, but I just cried myself to sleep. He didn't
even notice how upset I was!
I don't know, I just don't know what he thinks anymore. I don't know what
to feel anymore. I'm on emotional overload. I'm so confused. I don't think
he loves me anymore. Why does he have to play mind games with me? I mean,
do
you think he's met someone else???
HIS SIDE OF THE STORY:
Played badly today - shot 83 - can't putt.
Felt kinda tired.
Got laid though